The show is not about fear, the show is fear; it is not enough to see, one must be.
MATILDE
ORIGINS
ALBA, e em ela é que espelhou o ceu was born as the final exercise of the Curso de Iniciação Teatral 2018/2019 at CITAC (Círculo de Iniciação Teatral da Academia de Coimbra), after six months of intensive training under the direction of Matilde Javier Ciria.
The training process culminated in a collective creation presented at the Teatro Estudio de CITAC at the MITEU 2019 festival, at the Teatro Académico de Gil Vicente within MTU’19 – Mostra de Teatro Universitário, and at FATAL 2019 – Festival Anual de Teatro Académico de Lisboa.
The piece arises from a deep pedagogical work where 15 students explored their physical and psychological limits. The process began with the individual confession of personal fears and desired journeys, transforming into collective creation through physical exercises that gave rise to texts and dances.
CONCEPT
ALBA emerges from the encounter between Portuguese poetic tradition and contemporary butoh dance. The title evokes the verses of Fernando Pessoa: “Deus ao mar o perigo e o abismo deu, / Mas nele é que espelhou o céu”, transforming the Pessoan sea into a body that reflects the celestial immensity.
CITAC’s theatrical proposal, under the direction of Matilde Javier Ciria, explores the fragility of human fear through the journey toward the unknown. Alba becomes a metaphor for succumbing to the inevitable, facing that crossing we all live at some point in our lives and which, paradoxically, we still wish to experience.
ALBA represents the scenic materialization of a collective “viagem muito pessoal”, where each performer confronts their own fears while building a show about fear itself. The piece explores the paradox of creating art out of terror: “o espetáculo não era só sobre o medo, o espetáculo era medo, não é só ver, é preciso ser”.
The proposal seeks to work with the subconscious, maintaining the organicity of the creative process while offering a spectrum of possibilities that allow the audience to “criar a sua própria história”. Generating a territory where the performance is intimately bound to the senses.
DARKNESS
The piece germinates from one of the primary sources of fear: the unknown. The audience is led into a space of total darkness by faceless bodies, figures that emerge from the void like inhabited shadows.
They will not only remain in total darkness. They will be redistributed across the scenic territory so that they can embody their isolation, experience their solitude as living matter. No one has anyone beside them. The piece will happen around them, beneath their chairs, inside their breathing.
The audience, even knowing they inhabit a safe space, connects with primal fears, those childhood terrors where the world, while within arm’s reach, reveals itself too vast to be contained.
Where does the spectator’s body end and the body of the piece begin?
Those present feel a deep insecurity, one that does not come from outside but emerges from within, from that zone where fear is not represented but embodied.




SYNOPSIS
In the twilight of the night, the half-light reveals the fragility of our fear.
Alba makes us succumb to an inevitable journey toward the unknown.
The journey we all face at some point in life, the journey we still dream of facing.
The audience, isolated, experiences its solitude as living matter. Accompanied only by the fears of childhood that arise from a world which, though within arm’s reach, reveals itself too vast to be contained.
The piece happens beside you, happens behind you, happens beneath your chair, inside your breathing.
where does the spectator’s body end and the body of the piece begin?
Alba is not contemplated: it is experienced.
It is not observed: it is felt.
Those present experience a deep insecurity that emerges from within.
GALLERY
ARTISTIC CREDITS
Classification: Experimental theatre / Butoh
Creation: 2019
Duration: 60 min
Direction and creation: Matilde Javier Ciria
Co-creation: CITAC – Círculo de Iniciação Teatral da Academia de Coimbra
Cast-creators: Alexandra Balau, Ana Luísa Filomeno, Ana Rita B. Silva, Camila Costa, Christina Cunha, Danielle Baracho, Elara Miller, Iara Lopes, Ivo Santos, Letícia Boaventura, Luíz Felipe Amorim, Luíz Sá, Mariana Brum, Mariana Oliveira, Oreste Affatato, Sabrina Carilo
Production: Ana Rita B. Silva, Letícia Boaventura, Mariana Oliveira, Oreste Affatato
Sound design and musical composition: Christina Cunha, Diogo Figueiredo, Ivo Santos, Afonso
Costumes: Alexandra Balau, Camila Costa, Letícia Boaventura, Sabrina Carilo
Set design: Danielle Baracho, Mariana Brum, Sabrina Carilo
Lighting design: Guilherme Pompeu
Lighting operation: Guilherme Pompeu, Ricardo Batista
Graphic design: Luiz Sá
Executive production: CITAC 2019
Support: A Escola da Noite, Câmara Municipal de Coimbra, GEFAC – Grupo de Etnografia e Folclore da Academia de Coimbra, Máfia – Associação Cultural, Rádio Universidade de Coimbra, Salão Brazil, Semana Cultural da Universidade de Coimbra, Serviços de Ação Social da Universidade de Coimbra, SESLA, Teatro Académico Gil Vicente e TEUC – Teatro dos Estudantes da Universidade de Coimbra
























